I used to felt a sense of how awkward me in my daily life. But i've never felt so much awkward just like today. =.=' Before i'm going to bed, a feeling empty glance in the air. I don't know why, i've tried to ignore all those feeling. Ohmaigod.. It happens again..
This morning when i wake up from sleep, i opened my eyes and i felt very awkward to get through the days. I know this happen because of my weekend just started and i missed them. =.='
I miss my home, i miss my family, i miss my man so much.. Tak suka gilaaaa lah ada perasaan rindu-rindu macam ni. Huwaaa :'(
Walaubagaimanapun, i have to get through my days, with a great spirit and a smile on my face. Day by day this awkwardness will go away and i'll get better just like usual.. :) You know what, rasa rindu boleh menyebabkan kita rasa sangat tak selesa dan rasa kosong dan rasa sedih dan rasa kenyang. Yes, aku rasa kenyang tak lalu nak makan. Bagus kan? =.='
Paling tak best bila rasa rindu tu membuatkan kita rasa "aduii apa yang tak kena ni... rasa macam tak best je..." You wanna know how awkward do exist in your soul? Ermm... Cuba tarik nafas and you can feel something bad inside your heart and you feel wanna cry somehow.
But, guns n roses told me, DON'T CRY.
Nota Kaki : I have died everyday missing them. I do love you in every breath Popo (new name for him hahaha). <3
Toodles !
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